woke up to the power being out. it was out for about 2 hours.
it set me back on wanting to do things and well, the day was thrown out.
i tried the drops Kelly gave me, hoping it would work its magick on me and it didn’t. will try tomorrow.
i think if the power had been out for a bit more, i would have done something. i know what i need to do tomorrow, because we are getting the beef Monday.
the air has been stuffy today and now i’m freaking cold. i need to take a shower, drink, watch AHS and study a new deck, any of them.
if i’m stilling doing it, i’m 106% for the month, 97% for the year, giving me an A+.
other then that, i am working on my 2023 goals and getting that shit done.
and tonight’s NaNoWriMo ain’t happening. i just want to tune in and drop out tonight.
i’m cheating. this was an asked from my Tumblr.
Which deck do you think more people should know about?
Really, Rider–Waite–Smith. I keep seeing people talking down this deck, and I would like to know why? Is it because it’s so basic? Overused? To me, it’s the standard, the deck that got tarot to be as popular and inspired countless people.
Which deck is the most overrated?
Wild Unknown. I remember when it came out, and everyone was going on about it. The artwork is pretty, but I'll claw my eyes out if this was a deck I had to use.
Which deck has the best art?
My “first” tarot deck was the Halloween Tarot. I fell in love with it, and it made tarot make sense to me.
And for the longest time, that was my only deck, and I thought that would be my only deck.
And then I saw the Everyday Witch Tarot. And I brought it. And then I got the Oracle deck. And now have preordered the Owl Tarot Elisabeth Alba did the art for. And I am excited about the Witch's Familiar Oracle. And I keep telling myself I cannot go to Elisabeth Alba’s Redbubble page and spend an ungodly amount to buy 78 shower curtains and have the world’s most oversized tarot deck.
Which deck has the worst art?
Deviant Moon Tarot. I’ve seen this deck thrown around as something dark and creepy, and I think it’s ugly.
i took a gummy and then a small shot 7&7 and feel so good.
and, am i really cheating if i am already started my 2023 goals? since i believe that November starts the New Year for witch’s that believe in that, no. i am working/waling forward, to get all my shit down.
got to go back to work tomorrow. and i know it will be Christmas hell and i just don’t want to deal with that yet. i don’t want Black Friday and all that stupidity yet. i want to enjoy November just a little bit more. just the fallness of it all.
i do know i need to get all my shit together for work. i have started using new notebooks and i have plans so, there is that.
and there is the idea that what i do isn’t all going to get posted on the “Net”. doing card readings and writings that isn’t gear for the world, just for myself. it’s like i’m making my own secrets.
i need to give my NaNoWriMo a going. i’m not aiming for words as much as pages and telling a whole story in 30 days.
well hello November, i am glad to see you.
Halloween was wonderful. it was spent outside, with a fire, and The Witch and it was delightfully spooky. it fed my soul.
there was a bit of night magick and the use of my Halloween miracle.
in this, the year of myself 42, i, i feel that there has been a shift in me. i feel changed and i feel that i need to act on that.
there was a snap in my soul. that’s the only way i can describe it. i know it started on my birthday eve and more Oktober went on, the more i began to realized it.
i don’t want to be this current version of myself. i want to be better. i want to be better on all levels. i want to move past this person of wanting and be the person of has. i has it. i has the skills and powers to be better, so now i need to use them for that.
i don’t know anymore to explain then the view of being very selfish and focusing all on me and coming out the other side a bigger, badder, badass.
and not i need to take some time to do some creative writing because what am i but horrible at doing it all and failing one week in.
