What subject do I love to study?
I have goals for next year to do some looking into tarot and aligning it with other concepts.
Witchcraft Prompts
Things are good with me, the goal post I set, I have gone past them. I own my own home, I have a new car, a job that wants me to be better, and a partner who sees me as a whole ass human, not just parts.
i wrote that this morning. i have won and i am not celebrating to trying to be better.
this happen when we moved into the house. i thought that would cure me and it didn’t.
well, now what?
now we start the work of being better. stuff has been bad since April and i need to stop it. i need to do the work, do The Work, and make my home the place i want it to be.
that’s it. i want this place to be like i want. that is gonna take time and effort. it’s not going to happen overnight, and it’s gonna take upkeep to make it happen.
if i work 20 mins a night, i can get it done. it will be inches but it will get me there.
because, if i can get my home inline, then i can get inline. i will have the time to do the witchcraft, cast the spells, read the cards, be the bad ass witch my 4 yr-old self could only dream of.
it’s starts.
Formal or informal rituals/spells? Why?
Both.
There is a need to sit down and write out a full-blown spell/ritual, to make sure it is perfect before doing the magic.
And there is a need to just do magic on the fly.
Witchcraft Prompts
i have plans.
plans to see Spider-Man. plans to see it with Izzy. plans for a slumber party. plans that include, and i quote: “…then all night I have you to myself.”
i wasn’t ready for this last year. i wasn’t ready for this at Halloween. it’s a toss up about if i was ready at PRIDE but i know i am now.
the last two years, so much has changed about me and how i view the world. i sit here, in my own house (THE DEED HAS MY FUCKING NAME ON IT, IT’S MINE!!!) with a car from this millennium, a job that wants to reward me for my hard work, and a partner that sees me as a whole person.
i am living my best life.
i keep saying this but, i am going to start being better. Lammas is coming up and so is fall and i am in the 100 days before Halloween.
i know August is a do-nothing month but, not this year. i want to back into the swing of The Work, of being that bitch trying to overcome her bullshit.
i have overcome, i don’t have that over my head and i am in this box of fear of taking the next step, the next lvl of being better.
