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what the fuck is wrong with me?
i have been off since Endgame. i even had a fear about going on that mini adventure of seeing Endgame.
and just know i had that thought that i have TOO much Halloween stuff and i don’t need to go to Spirit Halloween next year.
so, what the fuck is wrong with me?
i won’t let myself be happy.
i keep repeating the same fucking thing about home/car/work/partner. it’s all good and healthy for me. i reached my goals. i need to put up new ones to achieve.
and if i look at Maslow’s hierarchy of needs… i have physiological needs, i’m mostly good in safety needs, i have love and belonging, i’m just now getting to esteem and self-actualization.
i’m going to skip Erik Erikson for now.
there is also the part of me that’s living in two different lanes right now. Halloween marks the end of the witch’s year. i am gearing up for that year end while also living with two more months of 2026 before i reset my goals for 2027.
and it’s like pulling teeth to pull cards and that was a part of me i liked and seek wisdom and comfort from.
and other things are falling to the wayside.
i won and now i feel i’m at my lowest and losing fast.

Witchcraft XLI

What is my learning style; books, websites, videos, more hands-on?

 

I love my books. I love picking up info from websites. I like seeing the short videos with helpful tips.

And I love taking all that and trying it with my own little hands.

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well, i am here, still.

i am living beyond my dreams and i am still trying to get that into my soul and let myself enjoy that. i own my own home, car, have a partner who see me as a whole person, and a good job, on the verge of a step up.

maybe for Halloween I will have my act together and get that fucking ancestors’ alter up and running.

i set a goal for myself this weekend and i will get to it before it’s over.

i need to go to bed.

Witchcraft XL

Which cultures do I draw from in my witchcraft?

 

I draw from my own cultures:  German Roman Catholic, hick, redneck, and nerd.

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Witchcraft XXXIX

What do I believe is needed for a successful spell/ritual?

 

I believe when I perform them, they are successful.

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