Witchcraft XXIV

Do I like research and gathering info, or do I like things handed to me?

 

I want to do the research. Point me to the book or website and let me gather what I need.

And that’s the kicker. I can tell you I need X and you can give me X and that’s that. But if you tell me to take this road to X, I might find other things on the road that I didn’t know I need or find something I need for something else.

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need to write more then just this

oh, i need to write but i don’t have the time…

i am getting better. i am trying to focus on getting The Work done and not playing on my phone. i am getting things done but, not enough? always trying for tomorrow to be better the yesterday.

i need to write the thoughts in my head about PRIDE, sex, gender, and all sorts of things like that.

i have been talking to Cole about it. i have my date with Izzy Saturday and after party at the hotel with just one bed this time…

Witchcraft XXIII

Which texts/quotes best describe my current path?

 

For this year I wrote some lyrics on my bathroom wall and I am going to post them here.

They are from “Everyone Scream” by Florence and the Machine.

 The witchcraft, the medicine, the spells and the injections
The harvest, the needle, protect me from evil
The magic and the misery, madness and the mystery
Oh what has it done to me
Everybody scream

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XXII

What kind of witch do I feel I am?

 

Feral Opossum.

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update?

this is not how i thought this month would go.

i still feel that something is holding me back. like, i have depression and it’s not letting me live the life i want.

and on paper, things are good. friends, job, family, things look good.

so why can’t i put down my phone and actually do some fucking work?

i throw cards and it’s the same answer all the time, get up and fucking study.

i cut down on goals for the year because i am trying to get a better focus on who i want to be this year.

i see what the problem is and the laziness comes and gets me and i don’t do anything.

fuck, i don’t even play SIMS right now. that feels like too much work, trying to start up new houses and families.

i use to get my money goals in. not right now i am.

did it start when i crapped out on my posting my cards of the day? i have been trying very hard to get back into that.

let me post this, do a work out (I AM SEEING IZZY IN 15 DAYS I NEED TO LOOK GOOD!!!), and see what the night beings me.