doing it

i am doing it.

i made a plan last week. cue up my podcast, set timer for 20 mins, and go.

i got shit done. i got The Work done! i am making steps on getting this place up to snuff for wanting to do all my goals for the year.

i hit the 60% mark for the month. that is low but i am proud of the shit that got done.

i am making strides and i pray i can keep this momentum up and going!

Witchcraft XII

What are the basic morals and ethics I feel I should live by?

 

Harm none but take no shit.  Witchcraft Prompts

Witchcraft XI

Do I want to practice something similar to my ancestors?

 

It’s a hot mess of me finding out what my ancestors did.

I thought I came from a long line of German Roman Catholics. Then I find out we were Lutherans in the old county.

And on the other side, a mix of English Quakers.

And then I went down a rabbit hole of the Venus of Willendorf.

She was found 10 hours away (driving) from where my people came from in Germany. Not knowing what all was going on 30,000 years ago, my ancestors may have worship her.

Do I want to practice something similar to my ancestors? I think I am.

Witchcraft Prompts

trying to move

i am trying.

no SIMS tonight, i need to get shit done.

after i post this, i’m throwing cards, shower, meditate, and start a notebook.

this notebook is going to be a planner of sorts. i want to make list and plot out when i can do stuff and then DO IT!

chatted with Colt last night and i put words together.

i realized i have this habit of "doing ThIs will cure me of my current problem!" and then doing the thing, being better for a while, and then going back to square one.

i need to make real changes, no matter how small, to be able to move forward.

there is nothing holding me back but myself.

LIVE

i need to write and this is a half ass way of doing it.

i need to write, with pen and paper, something that might not make it to the world’s view and just kept to myself.

i know i need to write a plan. i tried this week and i got somewhere but not as far as i wanted.

i need to buckle down. do more, play less, get shit done. i don’t have doom hanging over my head, i have light and life and spring is almost here.

which means fall is starting soon (on the other side of the world) and i’m taking that energy and move forward with it.

i need to go. no more with plotting one thing that will cure me and then it happens and i don’t change.

change, i need to change and live.