i’m 101% done for the month, 37% for a year, giving me a D+ grade.
i’m done for the month so everything i do none is plus.
there is a lot going on right now and i inadvertently told Colt all about it last night.
a lot of stuff that i don’t want to post here, now. i know that is wild, but i think i’m having my own version of a midlife crisis and that’s a lot to take in right now.
for today, i just want to try to do two things off the To-Do-List and live.
moving inches is still moving.
i have been able to put in 20 mins a day this week on cleaning The Lair. my goal is to get it all set to start the new year.
i am 73% done with this year goals. i know that my 2024 list has goals that i set in 2022 but if i keep moving, i will get there.
so for December, i will be Doing The Work on getting everything cleaner for 2024.
then we hit the ToDoList hard.
i plotted out my Spring Quarter’s plans. put out goals for April, May, and June.
and then at the end of June, we will try for the Summer Quarter.
i need to get 2023 goals moving forward, faster than what i am doing now.
and my other oracle deck will be in the mail soon! can not wait to crack into that deck when it shows up.
i’ll add it to the pile that i need to attack.
i am ahead with reading. it’s now all bonus points.
i get a tax refund today. hope to cash that tomorrow and store that away for later.
changes. changes are happening.
i went off rails when the time change and i am trying to get back into a new routine.
i need to buckle down and work on my #ToDoList. i am falling behind while being ahead and i know that is possible.
i feel the need to write. i don’t know what kind of fiction i can make or if i want to go off the rails hard and dive into non-fiction.
and i don’t know if that will be writing that falls into a notebook via pen and never be posted on the internet which is a crazy idea since i posted everything on the internet since 2001.
i started prepacking for Springfield.
April is almost here and i want to get harder on getting my lair to a better lvl.
i’m 132% done for the month, 33% for the year, still a B- grade.
the big win is that when i weigh myself this morning, i was below 300.
i was 299.8.
it has been a long time since i was in the 200’s and i am thrilled by it.
now to keep it and to keep losing it.
i need to work on my #ToDoList and clean some shit.
i end this month at 119% done, 90% for the year, with an A+ grade.
this weekend starts the last quarter of the year. i think i am going to start making a ToDoList for next year.
i still don’t know what theme i want for next year. this year’s theme of “A Witch’s Journey” did not go as i planned (and with 3 moths still left, who knows where i will end up).
i need to do a real blog.
i have a rough idea of a #ToDoList for this month. i should be doing is putting down a timetable for this shit.
this time, next month, i will be in Springfield, with my people, living my best life.
i am so ready for that.
i just got to plot out the money for the whole trip.
yeah, gonna take my shower before i get too depressed.
i start off May with 84% done, 35% for the year, a F+ grade of right now…
i need to do a lot of things today, while i’m off, as recovery of my #StrangeWeekend.
and i need to blog about it with all my feels i have.
i did buy a new tarot deck so, that added goals fro the year.
and i did take a goal away. more about that later.
need to work on my #ToDoList today.
i went crazy and went back to the trailer and found 13/14 boxes of stuff.
3 were just yarn.
i have too much stuff.
i have added redoing my closet on my ToDoList. i know there are stuff i need to look at and think if i need it or not.
i need to work out more.
i want to get that ab lounger out and see if having that here will help me.
theses 5 days off have been wonderful. and now that’s Matthew’s back home, i feel peace here.
i know there is more of life i want but i suffer from executive dysfunction too much to do anything.
even now, i want to hit 8,000 words by writing this and have stopped within so close to it.
fuck it. time to get some shit done.
105% done for the month, 35% for the year, giving me a C- grade! i’m passing!
i have been working on my #ToDoList mostly this week. that, and watching Yellowstone and crocheting. trying to read at work.
i did take the books i have not read off my bookshelf and look, i have room!
i need to read more. i have been. slowly and surely.
not that much of a move up but it’s still moving up.
always trying to move up.
90% for the month, 30% for the year, giving me a D-grade!
the big thing was getting done with the study on True Heart Intuitive Tarot and making crocheting the bag for it. all i have to do is interview it (i get to break it in in May)!
and that is the 3 main goals for this month.
plotting what goals i want to work on has given me a better aim. this month was getting the studying, crocheting the bag, and interviewing of True Heart Intuitive Tarot. i have plotted out what i need to get done for next month and we’ll wait to see what June brings us.
also, giving myself a ToDoList has given me real direction on what i need/want to get done.
and we are off to get more then
am i done with the cleaning? the big ugly cleaning, yes. yes, i am done with that.
i just need to tidy up a bit on Saturday and then, done?
because one is never done with cleaning. it is a never-ending cycle of war.
i got my monthly To Do List half way done today.
and i forget that we are barley a week into April…
i am doing good.
the way my 2022 goals are lined out, erp.
one goal is to read 6 books and another goal is to study the True Heart tarot. studying the True Heart tarot, interviewing the deck, and crocheting a bag is part of my monthly goals, and the money goals are part of the year goals, and studying the book is reading a book for 6 books to read, and see how it’s all connected?
is it cheating? no. it’s being smarter.
now i must go and do at lest 3 more things on my To Do List before i go to bed. how about watching the last 3 episodes of Our Flag Means Death? and i can crochet while watching, so that works on another goal!
i’m 83% for the month, 21% for the year, giving me a F average. i’m getting there.
i did revamp my list. i’ve added a #ToDoList part. a small part of my 2022 goals is doing the small things around that need to be done.
i don’t know if this will up my numbers or i’m just gaslighting myself into thinking this is better for me.
i do hope to get more done on Sunday.
