blar

i went crazy and went back to the trailer and found 13/14 boxes of stuff.

3 were just yarn.

i have too much stuff.

i have added redoing my closet on my ToDoList. i know there are stuff i need to look at and think if i need it or not.

i need to work out more.

i want to get that ab lounger out and see if having that here will help me.

theses 5 days off have been wonderful. and now that’s Matthew’s back home, i feel peace here.

i know there is more of life i want but i suffer from executive dysfunction too much to do anything.

even now, i want to hit 8,000 words by writing this and have stopped within so close to it.

fuck it. time to get some shit done.