blar

well, i am here, still.

i am living beyond my dreams and i am still trying to get that into my soul and let myself enjoy that. i own my own home, car, have a partner who see me as a whole person, and a good job, on the verge of a step up.

maybe for Halloween I will have my act together and get that fucking ancestors’ alter up and running.

i set a goal for myself this weekend and i will get to it before it’s over.

i need to go to bed.