shower thought: God is not real

i had the most profound thought ever while taking my shower.

my head has been filled with many things of late: mostly how the Major Arcana, Hero’s Journey, Stations of the Cross, and the Mysteries of the Rosary are all related and how you can smear D&D on top of that, and make it queer, that’s the story i want to write.

so, while playing out some ideas in the shower the thought of “God isn’t real.” popped into my head and i agreed with it.

i’m a witch. i don’t work with any deities. i believe in all of them. i believe in all the myths they hold.

i believe that Jesus was the son of the Christen god and i believe Mary was his mother and she was filled with the Holy Spirit and he was born and yada yada yada.

but the Christen God? no. he’s not real.

or at least, he’s not here anymore.

watching Supernatural may have fucked with my view on Christianity.

i don’t know how this all works but this is a thought that i need to think more on and how to sort it out in my world views.