January 7, 2023

weekly update

start off the 1st week of 2023 with the list being 217% done for the month, 18% done for the year, giving me a A+.
and i still have so much to do.
i tossed this week, as i am still trying to get better over fucking up my back and the rest of my body for Christmas.
and it’s the eve of Days of Bowie. time to get the year going and done.
goal for today: clean. and re-ward the house.
let’s do it.

January 4, 2023

King

In the year of Our Lord-
And we are stopping right there. I usually start off with the year of Our Lord Bowie and, bless His name, we are not doing that this year.
I was at a loss on what would be the theme for this year, what would be the tag on my blog to note that this happen in 2023.
And when I was doing my year reading, the song came on and that solidified that inking of an idea I had for my theme: “King” by Florence and the Machine.
The line “I am no mother, I am no bride, I am king” hit me. I am no mother, I am no bride, what am I then?
I am King.
Last year was a trip of discovering Florence and the Machine and I went down the on all the vids I could find on the YouTubes.
Along with the theme song of “King”, my Year Card is Moon: “I perceive the truth through the inner veil and its reflection.” And that hits me so well for this year.
As for my goals for 2023, I take a moment to acknowledge that I won in getting shit done in 2022 but I did not get everything done. Most of what I did not get done carried over to this year.
What I discovered at my birthday and am carrying on in this year is that I want things. If I cannot get the things I want, I will defy my last 42 years and be the better version of me that I never knew I could be. This is not going to happen overnight; this will be a yearlong work.
By the end of this calendar year, I want to fill my clean, empty hall with grand self-mythology.