What areas are requiring too much sacrifice?
Reversed 2 of Pentacles. Everything.
What wisdom can I gain from my shadow?
Reversed Ace of Coins. I need to get back to my faith.
What is ready to die to make room for my growth?
Page of Coins. I need to kill some emotions.
Card Reading
Page of Coins, The Sun, and Death. The real will lead me to happiness and a change of things.
What am I ignoring at my peril?
10 of Wands. Everything!!!
my body is just a ball of stress.
between the fuckery of work and fucking Black Friday and all that bullshit and *looks at the world* i am holding onto so much stuff.
the CBD gummies i love are out of stock and i don’t want to start drinking every night. i have my Gummys for Tuesday and Friday nights and they do help.
i am also getting a weekend in 16 daysish. that was a happy surprise since my next one was supposed to be in February.
i need a shower and a long night’s rest.
maybe tomorrow night….
What or who are a negative influence?
The Hierophant. A teacher…
What or who are a positive influence?
Reversed Ace of Swords. My past is. I need to hold onto some memories.
