shit gets real

i don’t know if the diarrhea was caused by stress or a bug but it took me out the last two days.

hi, how are you?

my day off started with me shitting myself after having a work-related dream about all the fucking pallets and having to move them around so much.

and the day went downhill from there.

i didn’t eat for most of the day, had a Coke from McDonald’s (gods it was great), and made it to Jeff and back without having an accident.

took a nap, woke up to feed the cats, the clothes i put on Wednesday morning kept on till i took a long hot shower, TONIGHT, washing me head to toe.

i still don’t feel 100% myself. i took today off of work. i will go in tomorrow and fight the good fight.

Season of the Witch, Part III

Season of the Witch, Part III

Let’s look on how things are going so far.

Grow my business. No readings last month. Did get my crafting table cleared off. Once I am done with my Book of Shadows, onto the tarot research!

Write 52 blog posts. This post will make it 60%!

Read 3 books. Read 4 books. Read 5 books. I have hit my goal of reading 3 books so, I upped it. If anything, my reading is doing great this year.

Develop a daily practice/meditation. Still a no with this.

Set up an ancestral altar. Not yet. I need to set some time to work on my family tree, at least once a week.

Crochet. New rule: If I am watching TV, my ass is on the couch and crocheting. More crocheting, less gaming.

Write. No spark in that field. Maybe a poetry challenge is in order.

Improve my body. Weight is going down. Steps are going up. Workouts are increasing.

I feel that I moved forward this month. I hope to take this motion and move more in March.

last days of February

it hit me in the shower the other day.

my tarot card of the month is the reversed Temperance. i kept thinking how it applied to me, in this month, and it hit me in the shower.

this month was about trying to find that balance. i think i am on the right road for that.

i need to post my update for Season of the Witch. i did scratch something out during lunch.

oOo, i did something kinda cool. i joined a Facebook group for Shadow Work and hey! i am reading a book that is suppose to be good got it! i think i need to start from the beginning, again, but fuck all if i don’t have an aim this year.

the book is Kissing the Limitless by T. Thorn Coyle.

i did clean off my crafting table and am working on my Book of Shadows and then! onto the tarot research! i have an idea for a blog post about the cards but i really need to do some deep looking before i start posting stuff.

onto March!