i crack open the Starman Tarot and i think i’m in love.
i’m not a fan of decks that are off base of Rider-Waite-Smith but just giving this deck a rough look, oh wow.
i’m not one to feel vibes off of decks but this one gives out a vibe. it feels like this deck is a line to something way bigger than this world.
and the fact the artiest, Davide De Angelis, met Bowie when he was a child and then got to work with him when he was adult, only makes this cool.
no, it was when De Angelis said the had a dream of the whole deck, after Bowie died, yes, that’s it.
and there are 2 spreads in the book.
Days of Bowie and the month of January is gonna be a trip.
work is killing me slowly.
Black Friday, the big one, is this Friday and i am dreading it. i don’t know if it’s the day that is getting to me or the fact that after it will be full on fucking Christmas and gods, i don’t want that.
where my work close hit my skin, it makes my body hurt.
and i know this is all mental. i hate that work is so in my head right now. i hate that my mental problems are coming out as pain in my body.
i’ve had coworkers do this job high, drunk, went home for a shower, went home for sex, while my ass is there for 9 hours, stone cold sober.
is this why i’m such a bad ass at work?
