i start the month off with a 79% done for the month, 40% done for the year, giving me a F+ grade.
what is killing me is that no matter what, me losing weight is not happening. i am trying to work out more. i have been working on eating better.
i feel that i am doing what i’m supposed to do and nothing is happening.
i need to work on my #ToDoList today.
is there a shift in me?
i set the timer for 5 mins. when it goes off, i’m going to do a 10 min walking workout to get steps in and to count as my new objection.
i really want to set a plan for this summer of me doing 1 of 3 things a night: working out, meditating, or resting.
the cards last month kept hinting at that i should be meditating. and i said i would and not do it.
i don’t know why i’m being so hardheaded on this idea. i also know that i tend to be want to meditate more in the summer than any other time.
it is June and that’s a sign that it is summer.
maybe this is the shift i’ve been waiting for.
HAPPY PRIDE!!!
i need to redo my goals for my business. i had big goals and i don’t think those are coming true. i am improving my skill set with the cards, just don’t have any passion to write like i see other’s write.
i think i can write but then i-
it’s work. there are days that just suck me out and my gods, i need to get better.
it’s the start of summer and there is a mind shift in me. i need to take that view and put it to work.
i have cut done on playing Age of Mythology. that is one step to getting better. small things are getting me to a better place.
i just want it all, now.
