i’m 91% done for the month, 68% done for the year, giving me a B- grade.
i feel like i have much to do and i want to do it. it’s September and fall is in 3 weeks and i am working with my Mabon deck and i feel like stuff is slowly going my way.
i need to work more. i need to make myself better. i feel that i am at the place and i just need to push myself to do what i should be doing. i feel like if i can, the blessings will come.
i feel that it will be the season of the witch and i can shed this mortal skin and become one with autumn.
it fucking cooled off.
last week the heat index was 117. today it was 78. only a 40 degree dropped but my gods, i felt that i could breathe when i was outside today.
work is just getting bad because inventory is in 11 days. trying to move summer out to get winter in and my gods! nothing is going according to plan and fuck this shit. why have all the years of knowledge if nothing to going to be the same? fuck, the clothes that came in today say they are from the 1st quarter of 2025! did i time jump or something?
i am almost done with studying my Mabon deck. i wasn’t too thrilled with my first glance of it but now, i think this is going to be a good deck to work with.
i hope She likes it.
i was stuck with an idea for a story. i’m taking in Good Omens, Supernatural, and my own thoughts with being raised Catholic and trying my own angel and demon story.
so, there’s that going on for me.
