August 23, 2025

blar and update

another week of just moving the barest of inches.
i keep adding to this year’s goals and, am i pushing myself or just insane? or both?
i need to stop with the time wasting of phone and video game. i need to focus on The Work.
it’s also the idea that it is still August and nothing is suppose to get done in August. i have hit my goal for September already so, working on October.

August 17, 2025

weekly update

i am moving by the smallest of inches.
i gave up on a “clean” August and had fun last night.
HE made me think of a poem and of witchcraft.
and the texting is getting a bit, risqué.
Colt calls him my boyfriend but i can firmly say he’s a crush. i do have a crush on him. it’s as far as i want to call it.
and with talking to the new kittens last night, there is a rule i need to tell HIM about.
i feed you, i touch you.
he fed me, he gets to touch me.