September 10, 2022

weekly update

i’m 111% for the month, 83 for the year, giving me a A grade.
and here’s the kicker, there is a way i might get “everything” done by the end of the year.
and everything i mean that 30 is the number of goals i set and i will hit that number, maybe not getting everything done but still hitting that number
my birthday weekend is taking up most of my mind, as i am plotting and planning and praying it works out well.
i also have a wicked head cold right now.
and i started a new spiritual thing, for lack of a better words. i think it is going fine and i have high hopes for it.
need to clean up my living space.

September 7, 2022

awesome

had an awesome idea and posted it out there in the world:
Hear me out.
Take your typical crappy Hallmark Christmas romance movie, with a heavy bout of finding out the true meaning of love and Christmas. Got that movie in your head?
Make it about Halloween.
Same freaking plot just make it about Halloween. No “Is he the real Santa or not?” but a neighborhood witch lady. No cutting down a Christmas tree but looking for that perfect pumpkin.
And now, we make it queer. No one is cis/het. Everyone is some rainbow flavor person. Everyone is visible queer in this movie.
Gods, what a movie this would be.
i also saw a 7-foot skeleton at the store but it’s $100 while his 5-foot brother is $35 so, i don’t get that math at all.
will he be there on November 1st?

September 5, 2022

how am i suppose to love someone when i don’t even like myself?

i have a rough idea of a #ToDoList for this month. i should be doing is putting down a timetable for this shit.
this time, next month, i will be in Springfield, with my people, living my best life.
i am so ready for that.
i just got to plot out the money for the whole trip.
yeah, gonna take my shower before i get too depressed.