February 18, 2022

weekly update

i am 19% done with my year goals, making it 114% for the month! go me!
my weight is going up and that i am not happy about.
i’ve been off this whole week due to Matthew and weather and my period is starting up next week. i did just finish a mini workout and might do more, just to get my steps up.
i started working on my afghan. i started study the True Heart Intuitive Tarot. i have a plan on my Pride flag, i want that done BEFORE Pride.
i have 4 goals DONE with 8 goals in progress.
and my progress ones are the ones i am proud of. i am working on many goals, all at the same time.
i am making forward progress, inches and inches, becoming better, hitting marks, i will be successful this year!

February 16, 2022

i. do. not. want. that. at. all.

yeah, i don’t know.
Matthew was here and, he needs work. i don’t want to be a nag about shit but, turn off lights you are not using, use the right dishes, when i say look behind the door, i mean that, and for fuck’s sakes, keep your shit off my kitchen table!
and when you pop the cap off your beer and it lands on the floor and i ask you to pick it up, pick it fucking up and don’t say later.
i am not going to be that bitch who does all the cooking and cleaning in the household. i do not want a marriage like my parents. my mother did it all, my father only brought home a paycheck, that’s it. cooking, cleaning, child rearing, that was all her. she paid the bills, did the shopping, she fucking grilled! and cut the grass!
i. do.  not. want. that. at. all.
i need a drink. this is not how i thought this post was gonna go.