i think i have found all the year to make the next 3 deck bags. i also need to sew one for Supernatural deck. yarn for my flag will have to wait.
i thought i would have to buy more incense till i open the box i brought 20 years ago and be like, i need to be burning this shit. no more saving things.
i do need to buy more candles on Friday.
i need to make my fucking list for Friday. everything i want this year is so freaky practical it’s not even funny.
the theme for next year is gonna be “A Witch’s Journey”. i know i want to focus on cartomancy but i see my cartomancy as part of my witchcraft so, it’s kinda like “Season of the Witch” Part II.
and reading. i need to read more then last year. i don’t know if 6 is too much of a goal but fuck it. i need to push myself.
i know with limiting myself to just 30 mins of Age of Mythology is giving me more time to do other things.
and crocheting. as much i need to study all my new decks, i need to crochet them bags.
and get back to my afghan.
and other projects.
i think i can do it. i think i can find the time to get off the laptop and put in the energy to move forward with all of these goals.
November, it’s been real, it’s been fun, but has it been real fun?
i think i know what i want to focus on for next year. i think i know what the theme of next year should be, i just don’t know what words to use for it.
this year was “Season of the Witch and i think i improved as a as a witch this year. i got some miles down, and i know what i need to work on for next year.
next year, i want to focus on my cartomancy skills. my tag for anything card related it “let me consult my cards” so i can’t use that, as much as i want to.
i’ve seen “Cardslinger” used on Instagram but that’s not what i’m, did i just some up with the theme?
“A Fool’s Journey”? “A Witch’s Journey”? i know journey needs to be in the tag, i need to think on this.
i could ask the cards…
i need to go to bed.
i need to write something.
got some more cleaning done today. i think the next part is gonna be the mess in front of the closet area.
then what? what do i do when EVERYTHING is clean and organized? WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?!?
and that is a good question. what will i do? what will executive dysfunction let me do?
i’m to the point that this is all about gearing up to start 2022 like a new year.
my dad suddenly died in December of 2018. 2019 was a wash of a year. 2020 was gonna be a new year, a new decade, it was gonna be a year to celebrate!
ya’ll know how that went.
so, 2022, will this be a new year? 2018 was the last new year i had. am i prepping for the new and good or just to be disappointed all over again?
