day 28

i need to write something.

got some more cleaning done today. i think the next part is gonna be the mess in front of the closet area.

then what? what do i do when EVERYTHING is clean and organized? WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?!?

and that is a good question. what will i do? what will executive dysfunction let me do?

i’m to the point that this is all about gearing up to start 2022 like a new year.

my dad suddenly died in December of 2018. 2019 was a wash of a year. 2020 was gonna be a new year, a new decade, it was gonna be a year to celebrate!

ya’ll know how that went.

so, 2022, will this be a new year? 2018 was the last new year i had. am i prepping for the new and good or just to be disappointed all over again?