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my body is just a ball of stress.

between the fuckery of work and fucking Black Friday and all that bullshit and *looks at the world* i am holding onto so much stuff.

the CBD gummies i love are out of stock and i don’t want to start drinking every night. i have my Gummys for Tuesday and Friday nights and they do help.

i am also getting a weekend in 16 daysish. that was a happy surprise since my next one was supposed to be in February.

i need a shower and a long night’s rest.

maybe tomorrow night….