day 2

i took a gummy and then a small shot 7&7 and feel so good.

and, am i really cheating if i am already started my 2023 goals? since i believe that November starts the New Year for witch’s that believe in that, no. i am working/waling forward, to get all my shit down.

got to go back to work tomorrow. and i know it will be Christmas hell and i just don’t want to deal with that yet. i don’t want Black Friday and all that stupidity yet. i want to enjoy November just a little bit more. just the fallness of it all.

i do know i need to get all my shit together for work. i have started using new notebooks and i have plans so, there is that.

and there is the idea that what i do isn’t all going to get posted on the “Net”. doing card readings and writings that isn’t gear for the world, just for myself. it’s like i’m making my own secrets.

i need to give my NaNoWriMo a going. i’m not aiming for words as much as pages and telling a whole story in 30 days.