hello darkness my old, old friend

hello darkness my old, old friend.

been off for 4 days and didn’t get anything done.

and i don’t know what to do about that.

i thought the herbal stuff i order would help and it did not give me the wham that it did the first time so, i haven’t used it since.

i hate to say that being off from work is not helping because work gives me structure.

along with that, i not not try NaNoWriMo. i had a set of prompts and idea and went with it.

and i just don’t have the passion for fiction, right now. i don’t want to go down the poetry path, because i’m not that depressed 20 something white girl anymore.

non-fiction? do i have it in me to write real words on tarot? that’s only 642 words per card to write a book on it. what do i have to say about the tarot that hasn’t been said already?