day 30

i tried but i am not going to win this year’s National Journaling Month.

i am going to win for the year. i may not get a 100% on all my goals, but it will be in the high 90’s.

i have noticed that i do not take a gummy every night, i get more stressed/anxious/depressed. i didn’t really take them this weekend and man, that hit on Saturday night.

and the idea of scheduling “selfcare”/magic nights is starting to look good. i need to set a focus on what i want that to look like.

i think that need to wait till i clean off my alter space, which will be after the living room. that might happen within the next 30 days.

maybe things will be clean for New Year’s.