weekly update

list is 337% done for the month, 28% for the year, still rocking my A+ grade for my goals.

I GOT MY FUCKING DECK!!! i am reading the book, have not touched the cards yet.

i have started working on my Cartomancy Codex. i have some ideas on essays i want to write on cards, that may add up to a book, who knows?

i know my numbers are going to go down next week as we start a new month. i really want to do a set of tarot prompts but have not found anyone doing any.

i really need to get my daily draws up. i can’t seem to do them on my days off. i feel that i am failing something bigger there.

blar

i don’t feel like writing.

i have been crocheting. i got most of the bags for my new decks done. i know i am doing this out of order but i don’t care anymore.

i need to start a tarot study notebook to make into my Codex. tomorrow i am fucking FINALLY getting Tarot of the Owls! let’s recap this drama.

• summer 2022: preorder the deck. was told i would get it March 23.
• January 1st: got an email that i would get the deck on the 17th.
• January 17th: i get an email saying that i would be getting the deck tonight but in March.
• January 18th: i tweet the artist and she said that preorders are saying February. i look, still getting mine in March. i order the deck anew, and that says February. i cancel my March order and wait till February.
• January 19th: new date is now the 31st.
• January 22nd: now it’s the 27th
• January 24th: now it’s Thursday.

SO, WE WILL WAIT AND SEE WHAT HAPPENS TOMORROW NIGHT!

off we go into the night.

weekly update

list is 316% done for the week, 26% done for the year, giving me a A+ rating.

i need to write about Colt. he came up last week and there are things that need to be written done.

over all, i feel better about doing the things and making the progress.

weekly update

list is 263% done for the month, 23% done for the year, giving me a A+ rating.

and so much more to do.

i think Days of Bowie is really the end of old business and the start of new business. besides the moons, there is no more holidays till spring. i can focus on getting stuff done.

and i am overwhelming myself with getting EVERYTHING done all at once. or i go the opposite directions and do so little in so many categories that it feels i am not moving at all.

there needs to be a new list of things to do. i have goals for the month (do 6 things) but with no idea on what 6 things to do, i get nothing done.

best bet would be to focus on my cards. start studying them and getting that worked out.

i need to do more

i’ve added 2 more things i want to do this year. it’s only to get yard better and to make everything cleaner.

i did get my outdoor altar up. moded a bit of things in my yard. hope to use it this spring.

i need to get my decks together and the yarns and start working on that.

i’m still waiting on a deck to come in. hopefully it will be here by April.

and i have books coming.

and i am $2.12 (i think) of having the funds to buy 3 more decks.

i need to move more on my days off. moving more now means i can rest more latter.

i need to look into buying yarn for Shelby’s afghan.

i need to do more.

weekly update

start off the 1st week of 2023 with the list being 217% done for the month, 18% done for the year, giving me a A+.

and i still have so much to do.

i tossed this week, as i am still trying to get better over fucking up my back and the rest of my body for Christmas.

and it’s the eve of Days of Bowie. time to get the year going and done.

goal for today: clean. and re-ward the house.

let’s do it.

King

In the year of Our Lord-

And we are stopping right there. I usually start off with the year of Our Lord Bowie and, bless His name, we are not doing that this year.

I was at a loss on what would be the theme for this year, what would be the tag on my blog to note that this happen in 2023.

And when I was doing my year reading, the song came on and that solidified that inking of an idea I had for my theme: “King” by Florence and the Machine.

The line “I am no mother, I am no bride, I am king” hit me. I am no mother, I am no bride, what am I then?

I am King.

Last year was a trip of discovering Florence and the Machine and I went down the on all the vids I could find on the YouTubes.

Along with the theme song of “King”, my Year Card is Moon: “I perceive the truth through the inner veil and its reflection.” And that hits me so well for this year.

As for my goals for 2023, I take a moment to acknowledge that I won in getting shit done in 2022 but I did not get everything done. Most of what I did not get done carried over to this year.

What I discovered at my birthday and am carrying on in this year is that I want things. If I cannot get the things I want, I will defy my last 42 years and be the better version of me that I never knew I could be. This is not going to happen overnight; this will be a yearlong work.

By the end of this calendar year, I want to fill my clean, empty hall with grand self-mythology.