May 20, 2023

ok, how did we do today?

ok, how did we do today?
i got 5 things done, which is more then i do on a Saturday.
i plan on doing one more and i plan on doing some fucking writing. i got an itch to work on some projects.
hell, i had an itch to write this all down.
off to the salt mines to write.

May 19, 2023

weekly update

well, it’s been a week.
i’m 129% done for the month, 54% done for the year, giving me a A- grade.
today i got above 300 lbs again and i am not happy about that.
i need to get back to working out. i am trying to keep up with watching what i eat but my workouts are a big fail.
i also need to crack down and get shit done. i make list and plans and it all goes away and down the drain with a game of Age of Mythology.
my cards call me out about this week and i kinda ignore them. today’s reading:
Cards of the Day: Chariot, Tower, Dr. Strange, Valkyrie, Witches Hanging Rope, and Fire Element.

I had 2 Tarot cards fall out and just picked 2 cards from the other decks.

6 cards to tell me what?

This past week has not been the best for me and my cards are calling me out on that. I am a bad ass who has control over the things that are pulling me into a darken blar. I need to use my power and get myself better.

and i pray i can get there.

May 18, 2023

shit week

well, this week has been a shit.
plans have fell to the wayside as a dark cloud merked over me.
i need to write about my Marvel weekend. i need to clean out the trashcans in the basement. i need to clean my fucking living room. i need to shave my legs. i need to clean a spot out for the washer and dryer.
and i just keep playing Age of Mythology.
time to post this and get to bed, on time, for once this week.

May 17, 2023

blar of an update

i order Colt’s birthday gift. i hope he likes it, as i don’t know if he reads this or not.
hi Colt.
i also order new water bottles and Seasons of the Witch - Mabon Oracle. we will see how that goes. it comes out on June 12th but i’m not getting it till July 3rd? why?
this past week has been blar and come to a head last night. the plan was pot and watching the Muppets, to celebrate the life of Jim Henson.
and i couldn’t. the idea of popping a gummy and getting high seemed too much to do.
Colt, if you are still reading, you are the one and only i do bare my soul to and tells things to. you are my confidant.
i lost my train of thought with all of this…

May 12, 2023

weekly update

i’m 123% done for the month, 51% for the year, giving me a B grade.
i need to get back into the swing of living this real life of mine.
and plotting out making my own oracle deck.
i need to re-look over my goals for this month and start working on them.
i’m over halfway done with my goals and still fell like i’ve done nothing this year.
time to buck up and do the work.

May 10, 2023

oh look, a sign, and it's not in the cards, yet...

the random idea of making my own oracle deck has been floating around in my head.
the fact i’m reading a book on how to so it may be a tipping point.
the fact that i posted something on Tumblr about it and then a vulture flew, very low and near me, oh look a sign!
*sigh*
still need to do some soul searching on this.
and to plot out on how to make it.

May 3, 2023

weekly update

i’m 119% done for the month, 50% for the year, giving me a B grade.
i really haven’t done much.
i am mostly waiting for the end of my Marvel Weekend and coming back ready to put in the new work.
i will get back to the working out, keeping track what i eat, and the start of mediation.
keep on reading Crafting a Daily Practice and start that work. back it up with Kissing the Limitless. maybe get another book into the mix to try to become a better person.
i got to get up and get my hair cut, pack, and do some witchcraft for this trip.
:-)