last days of February

it hit me in the shower the other day.

my tarot card of the month is the reversed Temperance. i kept thinking how it applied to me, in this month, and it hit me in the shower.

this month was about trying to find that balance. i think i am on the right road for that.

i need to post my update for Season of the Witch. i did scratch something out during lunch.

oOo, i did something kinda cool. i joined a Facebook group for Shadow Work and hey! i am reading a book that is suppose to be good got it! i think i need to start from the beginning, again, but fuck all if i don’t have an aim this year.

the book is Kissing the Limitless by T. Thorn Coyle.

i did clean off my crafting table and am working on my Book of Shadows and then! onto the tarot research! i have an idea for a blog post about the cards but i really need to do some deep looking before i start posting stuff.

onto March!

unfucking stuff

i got done with reading Unfuck Your Habitat and yeah, game changer.

this year has been about reading books that people give bad reviews because it’s full of “Well, everybody should just know this!” Karan attitude.

not everyone knows this and sometimes people need it written down and handed to them to have it sink in.

i am slowly working on getting the basement to a zero lvl so that i can implement a cleaning plan on a weekly timeline.

and try to keep up with it.

the big push to clean, and keep it clean, is that i will have space to start on my tarot research.

and that will only get my business to the next lvl.

and i joined a shadow work group on Facebook. i know i need to start that. it’s a vain idea that that’s a goal for this year and we’ll see what happens.

i got two days off, let’s make the most of it!

snow day blar

need to write, want to write, nothing to write.

it’s cold as ass right now. feels like -20, barely zero, snowed for 3 days, i’m banished to Judy’s tonight.

and Matthew is still here.

i called in today.

i’m just so close to getting some things cleaned so that i can start my research. think that next step of my business is into researching more about the tarot.

i want more then be a reader. i know i need to dig deeper into the cards. digging deeper with make me a better reader. and if i can take that info and write about it, post it, get more of a following… maybe that can turn into something.

no words

i wrote down the date for yesterday, fully intended to blog, and didn’t.

i went to bed fairly early, got up early, was making good time to find the roads were completely covered.

i called in.

there are things i want to write but i can’t seem to find the words for them. something about tarot decks, something about being non-binary, something something something.

blar

ok, i’m kinda buzz to let’s write.

work is a hot fucking mess right now. edited version from what i posted on Facebook:

When Grandma Esther built her house in the late 1970's, the one I'm living in, it came with 3 bathrooms, 2 upstairs, 1 in the basement, 1 with a tub, 2 with just a shower stall.

And when I was born, I was the 1st, the FIRST, generation of my father’s side my family to have indoor plumbing her entire life.

So, now that work is in the middle of a remodel, we have no bathrooms. Oh, we have VIP porta potties but they are outside and up a set of stairs.

My Ancestors are not happy that I had to wait till daylight, put on my coat, carry a flashlight, because I don't know who I'm gonna run into on the way there, just to take a piss.

and that’s all i want to say about that.

Da Babies have been popping over a lot lately. Jeff Esther is just so amazing. and Mutt Hubert is a butt.

i’m too drunk to write anymore.

Season of the Witch, Part II

Let’s look on how things are going so far.

Grow my business. I did do a card reading last month so, paycheck is coming this month! I have some ideas for making my own tarot prompts.

Write 52 blog posts. 46% done with that.

Read 3 books. Read 4 books. If I knew I had a page left of that one book, I would have read it last year. I got 2 done so far so, 50% done.

Develop a daily practice/meditation. Will come back to this.

Set up an ancestral altar. I did buy a black rosery for it…

Crochet. Will come back to this.

Write. Just have not felt a need to write anything. I have my idea for a story but, eh.

Improve my body. I did a 10 min workout that is made for seniors but I did it!

And now for the come back: I have a developed a plan where I work out, crochet, meditated, or rest a day. Monday, I crocheted, I worked out today, so tomorrow I can rest or meditate. I will be making inches in 3 areas in the long run, and not the short-haul.

When I put it down on paper, I did make some inches in January. Here’s to a fruitful February!