August 29, 2022

still alive

well, that was fun.
4 days off from work and not leaving the house till the very end of the stay.
it was great.
i bummed and when i should have done something, i didn’t.
and now i have the month of September to prep for all things Oktober.
i need to start writing more here if i am going to hit my goal for the year.
i am reading and studying up on something that i am not ready to go public with.
i am plotting my birthday hard. Matthew doesn’t want to meet up in September so the next holiday will be my birthday.
getting Colt to want to dress nice for my birthday is an uphill battle.
i need to txt Nicole.
off to do some card readings!

August 19, 2022

the fuckery of work

oh, the fuckery of work, never change.
work called me “late” Wednesday night. Mom told me they said i didn’t have to come into work if i didn’t want to.
why? would it have anything to do with the 48 hours they schedule me this week? maybe.
i said fuck them and went to work anyway. if they were going to give me a day off i wanted Friday so then i would have a weekend, as i have Saturday off.
why yes i was in bed at 6 o’clock at night, i get up at 2 AM for this fucking job and i am still worn out from the 6 days in a row i worked.
and yes, i got today off, i got tomorrow off, i have a weekend!
i want to use this time to get some cleaning done because i have a 4-day weekend next week with Matthew coming up. there are some projects i want to get done during that time.
time to pull some cards and get this day rolling!

August 17, 2022

i am alive

i am alive.
this is my first day off in a week. i have done nothing today. it has been great.
i worked 6 days in a row because of inventory! it was great! when the counters hit my department, it was time for me to go home.
and i did.
my goals have slacked off while i’m toying with the idea of starting next year’s list.
for this week’s update, 118% done for the month, 78% done for the year, giving me an A.
still need to get more done.

August 6, 2022

weekly update

i am at 107% done for the month, 71% done for the year, giving me a B+.
i did do a bit of redoing goals. i very much want to get the big ones done.
i got all my notebooks and started in this morning. lots of Googling and writing down notes.
time to get off this laptop and get shit done today!

August 3, 2022

i should be in bed now

i need to plot out how many notebooks i need to buy for tax free weekend.
and i know what i want to use one of these notebooks for.
i had an itch and then got stupid and several Wikipedia articles later, i think i have a path to go down.
and i want a new notebook to start putting ideas in.
and i want to go back to my study of the Hero’s Journey/Major Arcana/Stations of the Cross.
that is for Friday:  buy the bones to set the path for the month.
just got to wait till Friday…