i am 91% done for the month, 41% done for the year, giving me a D.
i keep writing stuff and it never makes it here. its like i want to have some secrets for myself.
i need to write something. i don’t know what. i need to do so much but time just leaves and nothing kicks me in the ass.
i am 90% done for the week, 41% for the year, giving me a D.
the reason is because i added 3 goals for the year.
by July i want to use my oracle deck!
my one big win is this is the 2nd day this month that i am below 280 lbs!
i am kicking ass!
i am 91% done for the month, 42% done for the year, giving me a D+ grade.
i need to write about my adventure i had on the first.
i am excited about what summer will bring me. summer always feels like a season to me, that things are different and time moves different. that i need to do things differently.
i don’t know if i’ll get back to meditation, because that was always a summer thing, but i want to get back working out. i have a plan for that.
i need to read my books and get back into stuff. i need to put down the phone and get back into stuff.
i feel new. like this season is new, that i am new, that i am starting something new.
i don’t feel free and i don’t feel trapped. i feel like this is where i’m suppose to be. that i got so much time before the season changed and things go another way.
