December 31, 2023

2023

In the year of Our Lord-

a new month and a new set of goals.

oh, what a world we weave when we are high on the crack pipe

i’m 120% done for the month, 40% for the year, giving me a B- grade because new month and all.

i’m 119% done for the month, 50% for the year, giving me a B grade.

what the hell is going on with me?

hello.

where have i been?

i’m 91% done for the month, 68% done for the year, giving me a B- grade.

well, i’m still here.

i am 77% done for the month, 71% for the year, giving me a C grade.

i have a 5-day weekend coming up and i want to spend it well.

December 30, 2023

in the beginning there was nothing but the ever-present screaming of the void

it is amazing what happens when you get a working keyboard and mouse.
so, i kinda got my new work station up. i need some contact paper on my old desk to make it prettier and i will have a written journalling spot. that should be fun to work with in the new year.
the basement is a hot mess and i don’t know when it will be neater. i wanted to start the year off with it clean and that didn’t happen. i am finally getting out of my depression hole and but it is still a slow walk back.
2024 is just going to start off when ALL the cleaning going on. that’s just it. try to get everything up to date so i do not have this filth about me.

December 17, 2023

plans

i have a 5-day weekend coming up and i want to spend it well.
i want to spend Wednesday on work shit.
i want to buckle down and get going.