I want to talk about the movie I saw this weekend and the thoughts that filled my head.
The movie I saw was, of course, Oppenheimer.
My first thought was I need to be studying so much more.
With all the back-to-school stuff out and the movie starting in the academic world this time of year, I need to study more. I need to be learning more. I need to be reading and making notes, and moving forward.
My second thought was I need to fuck around and find out.
My witchcraft is more reactive than proactive. I do the things when I need to. I look up and make my own spells when I need to. I am not one to make the spellwork before the problem arises. I need to start making my own magic, for whatever reason, just to have on hand.
My third thought is, why can't we do this again?
The government got the best of the best and threw them into solving a problem. Today's government seems to know too much about worrying about who's fucking who, what kids are reading, and what AFABs are doing with their parts. Maybe if we stopped all that and worked on one science project, we could be living on the moon now or cured cancer.
did i get everything i wanted to do done today? no.
do i still have time for some of it? yes.
i have gotten a plan on “cleaning out the closest” that is a bit Marie Kondo. i want to go through ALL my clothes and have a spot to put everything and take an inventory on what i have.
and get rid of what doesn’t serve me.
i want it all done by the end of the month. i think that is all within my control and possible.
it will be great to go into winter with everything all organized.
i’m 102% done for the month, 60% done for the year, giving me a B- grade.
my weight went up in a not good way. i need to start a workout routine and stick with it.
i did try something fun last night. i wrote for 30 mins and worked on card reading for 30 mins. i got shit done and it was great.
big thing i want to do this month is get my closet cleaned out and study the Mabon deck i got.
hello.
my card of the month is the Magician, a card of action and doing. that is the plan i have for this month, getting up and doing shit.
i thought my weekend in Springfield would bring me an uplift and get go.
it took two months out of my life.
it was on Midsummer that i felt a tug and things hit me, fall is coming and i am a devotee to the Greek goddess of autumn, Karpo, i need to get my shit together and get things down.
my birthday is also in 3 months…
i am hit back to a lyric of the song that inspired the theme of this year, fuck it this is the GOAL of this year: “My empty halls to echo with grand self-mythology.”
and i am slowly working towards that, day by day. even rereading American Gods is getting me somewhere, on some small level.
i will be moving fucking forward this month. i will be getting shit done.
i fucking have too if i am going to be the witch i want to be for this fall.
