April 19, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1656

“What famous person would you like to bring back from the dead to have dinner with?”

2017: BOWIE!
2016: David Bowie.
2015: still don’t know who i would pick.
2014: eep. i don’t know who i would pick…

no, i am not over Bowie’s death.

he released an album on his birthday. just with the first song and then the video of it, i was hooked. i thought this was the start of something new for him and i was excited to part of it. this was a new era of Bowie and i knew this was going to give me insight on stuff.

and before i had a chance to listen to it. he died. he died 3 days after his birthday and no one knew he was sick so it was just out of nowhere this happens.

April 18, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1654

“Write down a problem you solved today.”

i had none.
2017: i had no problems?
2016: i know what earrings i’m wearing for #CivilWarWeekend and how i’m getting them.
2015: i don’t think i had any problems.
2014: Mom is going to deposit my refund check.

today was good.

April 17, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1653

"What do you think is your biggest shortcoming?"

2017: all of past year’s answers.
2016: my life.
2015: my lack to do anything.
2014: my room.

i need to really write a blog about this.


stuff i need to do, want to do and it all gets tossed out with the bath water.

i have a new ToDoList and i’m still not doing anything with it.

it’s the DRAMA with the house and moving and my gods, they are dead, let’s move on.

that house is dead. there’s nothing in it. i know how to clean that house: open all the windows and get Mutt and Jeff in there to laugh.

i know Grandma and Larry are dead. i keep looking at the future when i look at Mutt and Jeff.

i want to do but, what’s the point when shit is so screwed up and no one want to work on it to make it right.

i need to go to bed.

April 16, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1652

“What’s a political issue that interests you?”

2016: transgender rights and legalizing pot.
2015: gay rights and legalizing pot.
2014: all of them.

i really just want to smoke pot in peace.

April 15, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1651

“Which celebrity would you want to interview?”

2017: Bowie.
2016: no one right now.
2015: Stan Lee.
2014: first thought Tom Hiddleston followed by the louder voice of wanting Joss Whedon.

it’s all Marvel till we hit Bowie.

Bowie, i wasn’t the “fan” that should be mourning him so much, two years later. it should be a blimp and then move one.

i don’t know if it’s because of Nicole or i’ve studied his music so much that his death hurts as much as it does.

it’s just, his music has taken over everything i do right now. i’m trying to be art and i’m looking at him as my source of what i can art. if Bowie did X, let me try.

let me be a Bowie to my niece and nephew. they need one in their lives.

April 14, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1650

“If you could acquire a talent (without any extra effort), what would it be?”

to have the motivation to do what i need to do.
2017: to have the motivation to do what i need to do.
2016: to have the motivation to do what i need to do.
2015: to have the motivation to do what i need to do.
2014: to fly.

i know there is a prize at the end of this rainbow but i don’t want to move and dear gods i need help.