February 14, 2018

5 yr, blog, day 1591

“Did you kiss someone today?”

2017: yes, Matthew.
2016: yes, Matthew.
2015: yes, Matthew.
2014: yes, Matthew.

so this year me and Matthew were not together for VD day. we are waiting for this weekend when Black Panther comes out to celebrate.


last Friday i got some sort of death curses where i couldn’t keep water down. it was not good. i lived and went to work the weekend. had to crash at Judy’s on Saturday night because of shit weather.
i am done with winter so much at this time. i am done with cold and ice and shit. i want warm.
i need to get back on track of things. i fell off them and i know that i won’t be doing good this weekend, with Mathew here and what not. need to try to do my best and see if i can move forward.
“No Shave November” turned into “Didn’t Shave December” into “Just Didn’t Care January” turn in into “Fuck It It’s Gonna Take Forever To Cut This All Back February”.
being a mammal sucks.
did get my hair cut and my eyebrows done. i feel lighter.

February 13, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1590

“What’s your favorite question to ask people?”

i don’t want to talk to people.
2017: still not liking talking to other people.
2016: i don’t talk to others if i can help it.
2015: i still don’t want to talk to people. or ask them questions.
2014: i rather not talk to people.

and i think Jeff Esther is gonna be like me and that is so great.

February 12, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1589

“What is your biggest obstacle right now?”

2017: myself.
2016: it’s still myself.
2015: still myself.
2014: myself.


February 11, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1588

“How did you get to work today?”

i drove from Judy’s because it iced the night before.
2017: i drove.
pissed that i broke a 3 year record.
2016: third year in a row i didn’t have to work on this day.

i am done with winter. 

February 10, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1587

“If this day was an animal, which animal would it be?”

2017: penguin.
2016: dead.
2015: sloth.
2014: at times, a headless chicken.

i don’t sleep, i just meow all day at work as it is the only way i can covey my feelings.

February 9, 2018

5 yr blog, day 1586

“How late did you sleep?”

too late.
2017: yeah, keep sleeping too much.
2016: i keep sleeping in too much. i need to get up when my alarm goes off.
2015: work up a min before my alarm.
2014: i woke up early to go grocery shopping with Mom.

need to start waking up earlier on at least on time.