March 13, 2024

weekly update

i’m 103% done for the month, 28% for the year, giving me a D grade.
today i want to clean and move forward.
and i will by getting off this fucking laptop and moving.

March 11, 2024

it's only for 2 weeks

4 years ago, i started the tag, during the plague. it was to mark everything that was going on in this 2-week episode of this illness that will pass.
and we still here, in 2024.
i’m done with using the tag. my blogs/journals are dated. when history comes knocking, i have it written down. my view of this pandemic is different from what i have seen.
there was no lockdown for me. i worked retail. i went to work. if i didn’t go to work, i wouldn’t get paid and life would suck.
all the things that would refresh me from being a retail worker, didn’t happen: my 10th anniversary trip, seeing Marvel movies, celebrating turning 40, nope.
i went 302 days in a row of sleeping in my own bed. there were no trips to take and no boyfriend to come see me.
i didn’t get to stay home, become Tic-Tok famous, dye my hair, learn something, rest, day drink all day, work from home.
got up, went to work, pretend that everything was ok and not weird at all that i carried a note from work saying why i was out of my house, in case i got pulled over.
it’s not over. it may not be over but i am done marking it.

March 10, 2024

blar

ok, where were we?
i feel odd that i’m not doing anything for Spring Equinox. i am warding and that is it’s own deal.
maybe i am doing something, i just didn’t realize it.
i know i haven’t been writing. i need to. the cards keep calling me out on it.
i don’t know what to write. stuff has happen but, that’s for another day. this isn’t my place to put down the daily life of a queer witch.
i don’t want that responsibility.

March 2, 2024

weekly update

i’m 98% done for the month, 27% for the year, giving me a D- right now.
new month means new set of goals to work on.
i need to get on reading my books about the weeds and trees that grow in my backyard. spring is coming and i want to take a walk in my woods and know the trees.
i am behind on this witchcraft change on writing down stuff. i am slowly working on it and am having fun with it. i hope to turn this into my Feral Opossum Witchcraft book.
i also got a hell of an inspiration to write about tarot. i need to type it up.