i have a mood tracker app on my phone. i have been averaging below 3 for my mood of the week for over a month now.
now, i can game the system and over track my good moods but, there hasn’t been many.
i think part of it is the weather and the season. i’m done with summer and there are just bits, bits, of Halloween stuff slowly starting to creep out.
i’m ready for fall. and it feels that once August starts, we are doing Halloween and i will be very ok with that.
i did clean up my living room and that made me feel a bit better. you want a witchcraft tip? clean your space. i don’t mean with incense and candles but with soap and water. you will be amazed how that can improve your outlook.
if i can get the will to do that bathroom…
i have a new oracle deck coming on Monday. that will put me with 3 new ones that i have not broken in yet.
and i haven’t read the book with my Supernatural tarot deck.
this week, let’s move an inch. let’s try to pick something and move forward with it.
the aftermath of a vacation band be the worst thing for a person.
it did not help that i caught some stomach bug that i am still trying to get rid of.
it did not help that Matthew got drunk and trashed my place.
i knew it needed cleaning before this but not, it’s bad.
Black Widow was good. i think i felt underwhelmed by it because i put so much faith and hope in this being the movie to cure me of all the ills i acquired the last 2 years.
i did think about him. during the credits i did think “… are you thinking of me when you fuck her?” and “And every time I scratch my nails/Down someone else's back I hope you feel it”.
some of the better things that happen was i did get another oracle deck and a book on how to clean and now i really need it because, drunk boyfriend.
and i know work is gonna be a peach tomorrow.
So, Season of the Witch got switch to Summer of the Witch. I made an old fashion To-Do-List and have been working on it since the 1st part of June.
And, as I get things done, I add things to it. It’s ever a fight to get 100%
Maybe this is the new wave, breaking To-Do-Lists by seasons and working on that. Who knows?
