i did it

i did something.

i order another oracle deck off of Esty.

this will make deck number 2 that i’ve gotten and when did i become this bitch that buys oracle decks?

i thought i would be that witch with the tarot cards and i’m becoming more of that bitch who’s good at cartomancy.

plus, i have 2 more decks coming to me from Kickstart.

and there’s the decks on my wish list…

do i need to stop? how many is too many? do i need all of them?

no, no, yes.

this new deck should be here before i run away on my wild weekend.

oh, i think i know what yarn i want to make it’s bag out of!

now i’m really excited about this deck!

Dear Metamore

       Dear Metamore,

 

Hi. How are you?

Two years ago, in the time that was the 1st full moon after the 1st of summer, I conjured you up. I made you bones and sang to you, to make you real. I found my notes, I know what you look like. I think I could make you again, if I need to.

I made you for another and I made you for myself. I knew to make some of your skills/talents/attributes vague, to cast a wider net.

I cast the net wide; you were to be sexual compatible, but that wouldn’t mean you had to be a cis-man.

You could have been a AMAB NB and still fit the bill.

But now I don’t know. I broke that spell, and sent you off.

We could have been friends. I could see us at the bar, after seeing a Marvel movie, Colt and Matthew not getting on how you and me get along.

It would have been nice to be a foursome.

I miss you; I love you. Maybe I can make you again, I don’t know.

Love,
Amer

#SummerOftheWitch update?

the #SummerOfTheWitch list is coming along at a good pace. i end the day with it 42.2% done. the goal of the month was to hit 33% so, i’m up there.

i added more then i did today on it. i added something i already did so, mix bag there.

one idea i added to by list was to get all the cool recipes from my hexing book. i want to make stuff and use stuff and be a witch.

i think that’s why i’m keen on getting an outdoor offering spot and my ancestors altar up and running. give me a place to start working magick on a more regular basis.

making pass lvl 1

as i look over my TV app, i am getting to the part where there is not a lot of new shows coming out. i’m gonna have free time if i let myself have it.

i think it’s time to try meditate.

it’s been a goal to do it and it’s been falling to wayside. i have the cds from Christopher Penczack’s The Inner Temple of Witchcraft and i have fairly good results with them.

i’ve never made pass “lvl 1” and want to get deeper with that.

i did get my Book of Shadows in order and cleared out my saves on Instagram. that brings my #SummerOfTheWitch to 40.5% done. with the goal of 33% by the end of the month, i am excited by this.

past my bed time

yeah, i should be in bed.

babies came today and a good time was had by all. i still can’t believe they are gonna be 4 this year.

i have been working on my #SummerOfTheWitch list and i’m up to 24% done. i keep doing and adding things.

i need to try to do some cleaning before Matthew came up. i need to buy up some snacks for his visit to boot.

i’ve been hooked on rewatching Downton Abbey and it’s only giving me ideas for a fantasy story.

i don’t know why i can go weeks with pulling teeth to write and then i start writing every day.

gods, as much as i want to relax next weekend, i really do want to get some things done.

i crochet hardcore

let’s talk crocheting.

i don’t have it written down what projects i’m working on. let’s see if i can get it on paper.

in no real order:

1. altar cloth for my ancestors altar. like 10 mins and this would be done.
2. bag for my RWS deck. i have no calling for what color yarn to use for it. this might take a minuet.
3. tablecloth for my coffee table. this is an attempt to keep it clean and not full of shit. i just started on it.
4. my afghan. i need to start again on it.
5. my poncho. i am making forward progress on this one. i add a row or two when i’m watching TV so, maybe by fall it will be done.

i only got 5 projects? it feels that i got more going on then that. or i forgot one. or i should be doing more.

crocheting is not on the list for #SummerOfTheWitch but i hope to do some of it.

#SummerOfTheWitch

oh i did a card reading that was delightful and y’all should go read about it!

i started a #ToDoList and then it turned into #SummerOfTheWitch list. it’s up to 33 things i want to do before August, Mabon at the latest. if i do a third of everything a month, i’ll get it all done. so far i got 6 done. yesterday i kinda went about from one project to another and i feel that might be me this summer. kinda work on this, kinda work on that. dribs and drabs till i get it all done.

and then what? what happens after the #SummerOfTheWitch? there will be Oktober and then Halloween and then a long winter.

let’s see if i can make all the things this summer before getting all too much into it.

Saturday update

June has been rough start but we will get our shit together.

i think i need to make a list of what i want to crochet and start working on that list. i had the wild idea of making a tablecloth for my coffee table and i know that it will help me keep it clean.

and that i have my Supernatural tarot cards (only get them if you are a fan and read tarot, they are not a good deck) and i need to make a bag for that. that, will not be crocheted, it will be handmade with red plaid flannel and a bootlace.

need to buy thread and real needles for that.

i also got Cunningham's Encyclopedia of Crystal, Gem & Metal Magic. i have sulfur now and need to know what all i can do with it.

and Nicole seems to know about rocks so, i need to up my game with that.

and that lead to me going on a spree on Amazon, adding to my wish list.

Season of the Witch, Part VI

Grow my business. I am having a sale this month and I am going to be promoting it the best I can on my socials.

Write 52 blog posts. This post will make it 94%!!!

Read 3 books. Read 4 books. Read 5 books. Read 7 books. I need to get cracking with this one. Yes, I did read a book last month, I need to get my ass in gear to get more done.

Develop a daily practice/meditation and set up an ancestral altar. Shadow work. Witchcraft. Last month I did some magick and it felt great. I need to get back into just the basics. Then, maybe, I can move up.

Crochet. This has been on the upswing. I have been crocheting while I am watching TV. I am getting shit down there.

Write. I HAVE HIT PAYDIRT! I have found a set of tarot prompts that lend itself to a story and I have pledged myself to write at least 20 mins a night, based on the prompt to a story of my own. I’m excited to see where this goes!

Improve my body. Monday, we get back on that horse.

I think I am on the up this month. May was not good. It started off bler and then it got a bit better and then I got focused on witchcraft and cleaning and things.

June is PRIDE and Midsummer and I’m gonna celebrate.