i'm awake

i have been rethinking so much. throwing out things, adding things, getting back into a groove, starting a new groove.

this time tomorrow it will be October. i will be on vacation, and getting ever so closer to my birthday.

i am ready to be in Springfield and be with Colt and Nicole.

i am ready for the next chapter to start. i’m ready for this new change to get into me and for me to move forward with it.

i was going with the idea of a spiritual awaking and now i’m thinking this is some form of a mid-life crises.

i just wonder how i’m having a mid-life crisis without having a life.