When I find myself in times of trouble/Mother Trauma comes to me

i want to fall into-

i don’t know what. anything seems to be wrong to say out loud.

i know tomorrow i want to fall into my gummy and let the good times roll. i am tired and stress.

it was the miracle of hearing the voice of Mother Trauma this afternoon that seems to clear me of what had ailed me so hard last night.

fuck, i even wrote some!

i am going to take my shower, hit my bed, READ, and go to bed on time!