2022

In the Year of our Lord Bowie, crossed from this realm some 6 years now, we call this time 2022.

i’ve been snowed in for the last 3 days.

dear amer

70% done for the month (and it’s only day 1), 23% for the year, giving me a F grade, eh.

there won’t be a weekly update this week.

HAPPY PRIDE!!!

hi.

i should be in bed now.

part of my goals for this year was to write a 146 post.

HAPPY OKTOBER!!!

well hello November, i am glad to see you.

well, we are here.

update...

i’m still here.

i’m falling into a pit of not light and i don’t like it.

i think i am having anxiety over work and i really don’t like that. i don’t know what to do to make that better.

maybe i’m putting too much faith in the new year will bless me with something all new with everything.

maybe the pressure of improving my life is getting to me.

maybe i am living all in my head too much.

not an update

i am tempted to write a weekly update but, nah. none this week.

i did get part of the living room clean and ½ of my alter cleaned off. i really reorganized it and now have more room to burn things.

because i have the need to set things on fire, all the time.

hopefully get the other half cleaned off and build an altar to Karpo and get back on that train.

weekly update

well, we are here.

98% done for the year goals. will i hit 100%? i don’t know. i am working forward.

i want to get all my laundry done for tomorrow and i want to finish cleaning my bedroom. i keep debating if i want to add more mood lighting to it and, i’m so on the fence on it.

and, maybe clean the bathroom.

tonight feels like a night to crawl into bed and watch TV on my tablet.

day 30

i tried but i am not going to win this year’s National Journaling Month.

i am going to win for the year. i may not get a 100% on all my goals, but it will be in the high 90’s.

i have noticed that i do not take a gummy every night, i get more stressed/anxious/depressed. i didn’t really take them this weekend and man, that hit on Saturday night.

and the idea of scheduling “selfcare”/magic nights is starting to look good. i need to set a focus on what i want that to look like.

i think that need to wait till i clean off my alter space, which will be after the living room. that might happen within the next 30 days.

maybe things will be clean for New Year’s.