update...

i’m still here.

i’m falling into a pit of not light and i don’t like it.

i think i am having anxiety over work and i really don’t like that. i don’t know what to do to make that better.

maybe i’m putting too much faith in the new year will bless me with something all new with everything.

maybe the pressure of improving my life is getting to me.

maybe i am living all in my head too much.