update

got major cleaning done. moved the table and got to study it.

it’s the same as Grandma’s kitchen table. the top is rough as hell and someone has put boards under it so you can’t make it smaller.

this table has been in the basement as long as i can remember and it matches Grandma’s kitchen table. i have questions, so many, and no one to ask.

i took all the crap off of it and looked at it and wonder if Anton and Mary looked at this table.

i want to get it all cleaned up tomorrow, organized what’s going under the table and how. maybe hit the top of the refrigerator and then bottom of the witch’s cabinet.

i feel i can get everything cleaned this month. and if that happens, i get everything cleaned and up to date, i can start studying. i can see myself with notebooks, just thinking and making a thought board.

*sigh* i don’t want to say anything but i am feeling it.