better?

i’ve spent the day, running all over, getting oil change, car inspected, ad my fucking tags.

i fucking adulted today!

and i switch out my heavy hoodie for my thinner hoodie. its this a sign of real spring?

and then i remember a part of why i love fall.

fall is a transitive season, going from hot to cold with lots of wind and ups and downs. spring is the same way.

and i am ready for it. i am ready for spring and warmer weather.

and maybe that’s my head space problem. maybe i’m getting my own version of SAD, when the season won’t change and i need them to change.

i think i am getting better, if only a bit. i need to do more cards, i need to read, i need to crochet.

i need to work on my 2022 goals!