She came and i gotta bring it

and on the 1st day of Fall, she showed the fuck up.

it was like overnight, it happened.

she showed up and the temp dropped and the ground grew crunchy with death and oh my gods yes, fuck me, Milady Autumn.

i’m on day 4(?) of 8 in a row (maybe day 5, it all blurs), and right now, this moment, this night, i feel good. i feel like i can rise above this bullshit and be.

i get 1 day off, go in for 4 days in a row, and then it’s my Birthday Fun Time Weekend. i’m seeing Nicole, and plan on being buzzed, if not drunk, and having the time of my life.

there is a lot i need to get done on my one day off. i can’t sit on this, if i want to have a Birthday Fun Time Weekend.

i really do have hopes that Oktober brings something because i feel that i am bringing something to it.