i made it

i made it, almost. i bounced 2ish hours early from my 8 days in a row. just not that hardcore anymore.

overtime will kick in sometime on Friday and that will be nice on the paycheck after my birthday.

i did a kinda spell on that lastish full moon and something clicked in me. with so many parts of my life seem to be falling apart, one part picking up and being better is overall better than the constants falling/failing that i was doing.

so, there’s that.

like i said, i survived that fucking 8 days and really have not done a fucking thing today. do i feel bad? kinda. do i need to fucking rest? on my gods, yes. so, did bits to get me by.

that ToDoList i made for September kinda got thrown to the crapper, which i am disappointed by that. i don’t know if Oktober is gonna be better or not.

there could be a reformed list of things to do for the month. i need to clean the place to be able to get to that done.

cleaning…

i should do some of that tonight…