weekly update

i am still alive.

i just got my blog post about my birthday posted up and now i can see what all needs to be done.

i am making strives to be better. the shadow work is coming and i am moving into it. this shit won’t happen overnight but i got books, notebooks, and lots of cards to work my demons out and move to a better place.

and i feel that what i write i post but, maybe i need to write not to post. keep some stuff off the net. wild idea but, who knows.

as for my numbers and updates, i’m 118% for the month, 98% for the year, with a grade of A+.

i’ll hit my numbers for the year, i don’t know if i’ll get all my goals done.