weekly update

hello.

i finished the month at 119%, 69% for the year, giving me a A grade.

fucking hell.

i can get all August, September, and October’s goals done next month, if i try very hard.

and i want to.

i want everything clean and done so i can have Oktober to myself.

txting Colt the other day and thinking about it, i realized something.

i have been having a hard time relaxing of late. like, the idea of sitting on the couch with a glass of wine and watching TV was too much work. i’ve also had a problem of actually sitting down and meditating.

so, what if both of theses are the same problems? add to the fact of the idea of “if you meditate you can find a deity and solve that problem” and yeah, it’s all connected.

so, a little magick on Wednesday night to bring about a fix.

and it hit on Friday night. glass of wine, a movie, i felt it. it was great.

and now for today. ToDoList is wiped clean and we start back all over again.

here’s to hoping August is bringing me more blessings.