sensory deprivation tank

get out of my head. i say that but do i put that into practice?

blogging has fallen to the way side. i have been hammering thought my 2022 goals and i am almost done with August goals. i did got some cleaning done yesterday, to boot.

and a thought crossed my mind: wouldn’t be nice to have everything done in time for October and just be a witch? i have dishes to do and the bathroom will need to be dealt with but have all the boxes and shit put away and organized and then have all of October to myself?

and now i feel gun ho to get shit done.

i do feel the need to pull cards on this mental block i am having. i want to mediate, i want to get thought my book, but just the idea, no. just, pull cards and see what is going on.

and i have a feel in me that i need a deity in my life. i think too much like an asexual, wanting for someone to claim me. maybe i just need to find some to work with but who?

i need to go to bed.