weekly update

i want to try to post every Friday, to see if my goals are being made for 2022.

as of right now, i am 2% done with my list. i have been writing posts, reading, and working on my body. i need to get one with some of my other goals. throwing cards should not be so hard for me to do but right now, it is.

sitting on my couch and watching new TV shows is too much work right now.

i think it’s the fear of doing stuff and moving forward. why finish anything and show that you are capable of doing something?

maybe i should read that book about shadow-work and see how much breaks in me.