Happy Southern Hemisphere Halloween!

i tried to write but gave up and went out to feed the cats. it hit me out there that.

i see Halloween as a witch’s New Year Eve and November the start of the new witch year. on the flip side of the planet, that’s what happening there. they are getting ready for Samhain and the start of their new year.

and i am feeling it here.

it makes sense. i am trying to be a devotee of Karpo, the Greek goddess of autumn. if her power is in the fall, then March is the start of her power in the southern hemisphere. She came into her powers wouldn’t i be able to feel that?

and with that thought train, May is the start of a new year for witches.

but i can’t start until i am back from my journey to the Field.

May 9th is a start for me.

weekly update

i’m 118% done for the month, 49% for the year, giving me a B grade.

(i have switched over to May goals, as there are only a few days of April left.)

i got my copy of LiL Cryptid Oracle today! and my new phone case! so excited for both!

and i am off this whole weekend! i need to pack for next weekend and plotting everything for everything and all of that.

but for tonight, we get high and be pagan.

words to paper, that what this is

tomorrow i should get my new phone case and my new oracle deck. i’ll get high and a good time will be had by all.

i need to pack on Saturday for my Marvel weekend. i need to carefully plot out my outfits, Matthew’s clothes, and all my worldly things i will need on this trip.

need to change my sheets, change my tablecloth, and changed my shoes.

May 1st is just bringing a lot of changes.

Michael made mention of selling his car to me. i would love to see this happen and it would be a hell of a financial undertaking for me. i know i can swing it, i will have to make it swing.

i feel the need to write but nothing comes out of it.

i feel the need to grow my witchcraft and that is slow.

i keep thinking the other oracle deck will bring me something closer to my deity but we have been making good with the Halloween Oracle. time will tell.

weekly update

i’m 148% done for the month, 49% for the year, giving me an A grade.

the big win is that i got a new phone. i unplugged it this morning at 3 AM and here, 13 hours later i am at 42%.

i just need to get a case for it, which is to come in 2 weeks, dear gods let me keep my phone safe.

i am writing, i am praying, i feel that i am getting better. i feel that i am becoming the person i should have been, 3 years ago?

whatever it is, i am moving forward. i am planting things i hope to harvest well this fall.

This Spiritual Awaking has been a trip

Card of the Months was Judgment, spiritual awaking. I thought it was going to be fun and games. 

 I thought.

It hit me last night. Dad died in ’18, took ’19 off and on January 1st, 2020, this is it! This is the year we move forward!

It was not.

I’m days away of going back to The Field, seeing Nicole and Colt, doing a Marvel movie weekend. I know I did one last year but this one feels so much different.

Everything seems like it was, before the plague started. This all feels, normal.

I am going to come back different, and I am praying that it will be for the better.