i am 99% done for the month, 18% done for the year, giving me a F+. whoot!
i am very much looking forward to my big VD celebration this weekend. i hope to do all i have plan.
i have ideas and there seems to be a block in them. i know my card of the month is the Hanged Man but i am trying hard to make inches forward.
maybe it’s the weather, maybe it’s work, maybe it’s Colt, but the blars is getting bad. there is good veins of good here but, the rest can drag a bitch down.
i am 92% done for the month, 17% done for the year, giving me a F.
i have started working out. it ain’t much but it is something.
i have gotten back with working on the witchcraft. i want that done before i start reading other books.
i got the last of the Seasons of the Witch decks. i’m excited to get them studied and start the next level of my cartomancy and witchcraft.
i have my gift card for Chili’s and ready to go see Captain America. i am going by myself. i know i will be ok with that.
there’s things i want to write about but, i don’t know if i’m ready for that or if it needs to see the light of day.
it’s funny there’s things i don’t think i can’t say to Colt and Nicole but i can write them and push it out onto the internet.
i tried to get the groundhog out to jump start spring and it didn’t work.
i did see the first crocus today! the snow is done and there is the start of spring! whoot!
work, work was getting to me on a spiritual level. things didn’t go bad or wrong, it was just, blargh.
i miss writing. i want to but i want to get other shit done first.
and that what is i am doing this year. i am focusing on one project at a time to get there. i am moving inches forward and it is getting me places.
there are things that i have been thinking about that i don’t want to put down on paper yet.
the idea of a paper journal, that may never see the light of day, is becoming and idea that i might have to do.
i’m 144% done for the month, 13% for the year, giving me a C+.
i think my goals are set for the year. things keep popping up and i need to change things.
the lair is almost base clean. i just need to hit the kitchen.
the more i get into the various Seasons of the Witch decks, the more i keep getting excited about how this is gonna change how i want to practice.
i know the next month brings a new program, for lack of word. going with the mind/body/soul theory of working on each one, one day at a time, making forward progress and moving inches.
time to get up and do some shit.
i am 127% done for the month, 12% done for the year, giving me a D+.
i am still going forward. there is cleaning i want to do today. i am so close to getting stuff done so i can go to the next level.
