July 5th

hello.

my card of the month is the Magician, a card of action and doing. that is the plan i have for this month, getting up and doing shit.

i thought my weekend in Springfield would bring me an uplift and get go.

it took two months out of my life.

it was on Midsummer that i felt a tug and things hit me, fall is coming and i am a devotee to the Greek goddess of autumn, Karpo, i need to get my shit together and get things down.

my birthday is also in 3 months…

i am hit back to a lyric of the song that inspired the theme of this year, fuck it this is the GOAL of this year: “My empty halls to echo with grand self-mythology.”

and i am slowly working towards that, day by day. even rereading American Gods is getting me somewhere, on some small level.

i will be moving fucking forward this month. i will be getting shit done.

i fucking have too if i am going to be the witch i want to be for this fall.