blar on repeat

where did the month go?

i don’t know if i a getting any better. Timehop reminds me that this time of year seems to be a crash of my soul.

i need Halloween to be out here, now.

i keep playing around with my idea of “fan fic” and maybe, maybe i need to start writing it down. maybe i just need to write the parts i like and start forming the whole at a later date.

i just feel too tired to sit and watch TV anymore. i want to do things, like just write a #ToDoList and that seems too much to do.

i need to stop scrolling TicTok for hours too.

unless the depression is why i’m scrolling TicTok for hours.

gah.