i am 88% done with June’s goals, 48% done for the year, giving me a D+.
i got so much cleaning done this month that i am able to work on other projects now!
and PRIDE starts tomorrow!
i am moving forward and upward and only getting better. May was a month to reset and my ass ran with it.
it hit me today.
for the past few years, i had the goal of gutting my Grandma’s record chest player. never had the time or space to do it.
and then it all came together, i have the space to do it. time may not be do abundance right now but i on my days off, i can start working on it.
i tried looking up info on the model and no luck. i tried looking up how other people redid such things and, erp on all of them.
first step will be unscrewing the back and seeing what all is there. and then we will go from there.
i put in my first day of work. some things don’t change and some things are way different.
i was sent home early because of labor. i know i am low man on the food chain but, i kept up with bread during breakfast and didn’t freak out during our rush.
i call it a win.
i came home and sat down, did some piddling and thought i should be doing something!
there is nothing to do…
there is stuff to do, but cleaning had always bogged me down. there was just, always some thing that i needed to catch up, to do. and not right now.
June will start a new month and a new list of things, but in this last few days, nope. i have done it all.
the basement, it is clean.
my fucking closet is organized.
i am living my best life.
let’s focus on the good things.
i saw Colt and Nicole. i saw the Marvel movie. i had a good time.
i am switching jobs. i am no long at The Store but going somewhere else. don’t know what to call this place yet, name will come to me later.
i had the month off and just got, so much done. the basement is clean. i almost got my closet under order.
i have been talking to a guy for over a month now. i think i am starting to like him. it is so odd and weird and i have Colt to thank for setting me straight about things.
i am in therapy now. we will see how that plays out.
i am optimist. i have a job. i will have money coming in. i am hoping for full time. it’s about $2 less then the other place but, i don’t think that will hurt.
i am hoping being away from that other fucking place will not bear down on my soul so much.
