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i really believe that the info is coming from the gods. i think it gets filter thought what i can see but i know it’s not all me. it’s them too.
January 29, 2014
i really don’t know how to start this. i’ve been thinking over and over so let’s see how this goes.
i’m a nerd. one of the nerdy things i do is watch internet reviewers.
i wrote about all the reviewers i have come to love and adore last year, 4/13/2014: “9 inches”.
this group is part of a bigger picture, http://thatguywiththeglasses.com. working in toys and electronics during the Christmas season, i would run to McDonald's on my lunch hour and huddle over my itouch/smartphone and watch their shows. it kept me sane.
there’s many more reviewers on the site then the ones i watch. and every year, they would gather together and come out with the anniversary specials.
i’ve never seen the first one. i did see the next one, Kickassia. it’s ok.
it was Suburban Knights that i was amazed by. and then the follow up, To Boldly Flee, was amazing as well.
and i follow a slew of them on Twitter. and they are friend with each other, and it gets to a point it feels like they are my friends.
so last Saturday, i checked Twitter. it was a tweet here, a tweet there. i hit the The Official Channel Awesome Facebook Group of Facebook and it was all too true.
Justin “JewWario” Carmical had died, last Thursday.
slowly Twitter and Facebook became sad.
i wasn’t a fan of JewWario. i watched one of his videos, long ago, and i just didn’t care for the subject.
my sadness came from everyone’s else sadness. and then i started thinking of what i have watched with him.
there was crossovers: him, Spoony and Joe in a hotel for a con, Spoony’s review of Breaking Dawn with him and Linkara on the phone (that review was longer than the movie i think), his part with The Nostalgia Chick’s review of Les Miserables (the musical, not the movie), his wonderful cameo in Oancitizen’s review of The Man Who Fell to Earth.
but the anniversaries, that’s where i love him the most.
in Suburban Knights, Justin was Jareth, from Labyrinth with a well-placed cucumber. in To Boldly Flee he was sorta the George Takei of the ship. and he was priceless with his shirt off, sword fighting.
he was a celebrity, but there is no fanfare of his passing, just one small Facebook group with many nerds posting videos and pictures.
without sounding tripe, Justin, you were loved by many. i’m sorry to see you go. those hours in McDonald's, watching To Boldly Flee, you made me laugh. i thank you for that.
may you cross over into a happier place.
i write so i don’t forget.
Christmas was crap but that’s par for the course.
New Year’s was a drunken blur of booze, the bf, and Avengers.
did see American Hustle. i liked it.
had a drunken night at Colt’s. like an ass i did not get his *** done. i was able to give him an Iron Man blanket, shirt, and ornament (which he broke).
he gave me a penguin, not a penis, and $15 Google. it was that that got to me, not the penguin.
then Tom came over and the fun started.
the boys had girls drinks, i was doing shots of vodka (and then shots of Crown with Tom), there was hamburgers, The Wolverine played Lego Marvel Super Heroes, did card readings, watched Labyrinth (and they weren't turned on by David Bowie!).
here’s my blanket statement, the day boys act like girls ten years younger. i didn’t like yr old girls when i was one, i don’t like them as 20 something boys.
Krazy, my dear Krazy, i worry and pray for him so much.
my new job is fucking AWESOME!!! the worst day so far has been SO MUCH BETTER THEN ANY DAY IN THE HELL OF ELECTRONICS!!!
i really like it. can you tell?
and by my count i’ve lost 6 lbs. after 2 years of gaining, i’m happy to be losing. it’s not a diet, it’s an eating plan. i hope to start working out soon.
ok, what really got me to sit down and write is what happened lately. that’s for another entry.
January 28, 2014
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hmm. yes and no?
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January 16, 2014
Today's prompt is all about moving spiritual experiences.
if i had one that changed me, it was the first time i saw The Phantom of the Opera.
it was everything i dreamed of and so much more. it was just mind blowing and perfect.
it changed me because i was so inspired to write but everything just came out as a poor copy of the song lyrics. it would take weeks before i would find my voice to go back to writing poetry.
January 15, 2014
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If you don't work with any specific deities, do you feel you need to choose, or is working with general terms like God and Goddess just fine?
i don’t have a matron or a patron.
i have been praying to the Hulk for the last year, or two. he’s been great when i was in electronics but i need to tweaked him to fit in apparel.
other than that, i’m fine with praying to the Lord and Lady, the God and the Goddess.
i do hope to find a matron and/or a patron one day.
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ok, for reals now:
magick has no color. it’s clear.
is it good to cast a healing spell on a person? yes, that would be good and “white magick” because you are making someone better. BUT wouldn’t it be “evil and black” because you are killing millions of germs, who are just trying to live!
if anything, magick is gray. what i’m throwing as protection magick may seem as a curse to someone.