December 31, 2013

5 yr blog, day 87

“What is your most cherished memory of the year?”

nothing pops out at me. :-(


done with all the bullshit!
my day started off kinda awesome with a RT by Laurell K. Hamilton.
been trying to write an entry about “stuff” and i think i’ve edited it from being in my notebook, my phone, and now on “paper.”
it’s amazing what 69 mins can do to the soul.
so, it’s June now and i keep getting crappier news.
so i haven’t wrote in a month.
i don’t write.
it’s only been in the last few years that November has taken a new feeling.
i don’t know why i have such visions at Colt’s.

December 30, 2013

December 29, 2013

5 yr blog, day 85

“What are your top three wishes?”
  1. pay off credit card
  2. move out
  3. i don’t know. a pony?

December 28, 2013

5 yr blog, day 84

“Snuggle down or go out and play?”

play, then snuggle, snuggle hardcore.

December 27, 2013

5 yr blog, day 83

"What was the last time you felt at peace?"

8/16/2013. read about it here, “daylight”.

December 26, 2013

5 yr blog, day 82

“On a scale of one to ten, how spontaneous were you today?”


December 25, 2013

5 yr blog, day 81

“Write down five words that describe today.”

long, boring, shitty, bad, depressing.

December 24, 2013

5 yr blog, day 80

“Write down a recent transition.”

i brought lunch for me and Colt.

December 23, 2013

December 22, 2013

5 yr blog, day 78

“Did you meet someone new recently? If so, who was it?”
in the past 3 months i did meet Tom.

December 21, 2013

5 yr blog, day 77

“If you could be the best at anything, what would it be?”
dudes, i’m the best amerwitch there will ever be. no need to wish for anything else.

December 20, 2013

5 yr blog, day 76

“What is your dream vacation?”

Walt Disney World for a week with Mathew.

December 19, 2013

5 yr blog, day 75

“If you could change one thing about today, what would it be?"

Colt’s gift would be done.

Pagan Blog Prompts

“In this day and age, we have names for everything. Wicca is no exception to this. What magickal labels do you give yourself? For example, I am an eclectic, Wiccan, Witch. What do your call yourself? A Wiccan? A Witch? Pagan? What makes one a Wiccan and not a Witch? Or in order to truly understand how magick and force of will works...are you automatically a Witch as well, even though you may not cast circles? Where do we draw the lines with the labels? Why have you chosen the labels you claim?”

i call myself a witch, a pagan, and a priestess.
you are what you call yourself, but you need to back that up.
when i started, i called myself a Wiccan but i dropped that after while.
my life goal was to be a witch, not a Wiccan. and with learning that more about the term Wiccan, i only use that label if talking to non-pagans about my religion.
but really, i’m a witch.

December 18, 2013

December 17, 2013

December 16, 2013

5 yr blog, day 72

What so you find irresistible?
in what? in life, men, women, cars? this vagueness just ain’t cute anymore.

December 15, 2013

December 14, 2013

5 yr blog, day 70

Why are you impressive?

so don’t understand this question at all.

December 13, 2013

December 12, 2013

5 yr blog, day 68

What’s on your wish list?

store brought dress and a pony.

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Today's prompt is a bit of a touchy you think it's right to charge for magickal services? If yes, why? Which services? All of them? If not, why do you feel that way? If you don't believe it's right to charge, how about a barter or a trade of services rather than currency? What defines an equal trade?
Enjoy everyone!”

i swear i’ve answered this before.
the Joker said in The Dark Knight, if you’re good at something, never do it for free.
i’ve spent time and money to learn my skill set, the same as someone who went to college or a trade school. why would you ask someone to work for free?
i see no problem for asking for money. if one prefers to barter, so be it. i like cash.

December 11, 2013

December 10, 2013

5 yr blog, day 66

What surprised you today?
how much happier i was working over in apparel.

December 9, 2013

5 yr blog, day 65

What is your most recent act of generosity?
i don’t recall.

December 7, 2013

5 yr blog, day 63

Where do you see yourself next year?
no clue or i don’t want to say.

December 5, 2013

5 yr blog, day 61

What do you miss?
right now, my grandmas.

Pagan Blog Prompts

“Celebrating the holidays can be tough enough, but adding on religious differences can make it even harder. How do you balance your religious path and holidays with those under the same roof as you? If you're not of the same faith(s), do you celebrate all holidays? Do both together on a common ground? Today's prompt is all about respecting each other's religious paths while honoring our holy days and how we do it. Enjoy!”


December 4, 2013

5 yr blog, day 60

Do you want to know how it ends?
what ends? the world? my life? Avengers 2?

thoughts from the grotto

this was written while drunk and in the dark at the DarkShark’s Grotto. bear with me.

i don’t know why i have such visions at Colt’s. it’s probably because it’s neat and i can do magick.
i keep putting our characters together in his story. i image a love like the Black Window and Hawkeye have in Avengers. that’s a love story i can get behind.
sleep and booze are wearing at me. i will try to write!
i haven’t updated my blog in forever.
my Christmas spirit is like my poinsettias in my hair, black. there is no God, Jesus is dead, and the world is going to bleed.
only at Colt’s do i question all my life choices and how they added up to me being here.

December 3, 2013

5 yr blog, day 59

On a scale of one to ten, how happy are you?
right now, 7.

December 2, 2013

5 yr blog, day 58

What details from today would you like to remember?

December 1, 2013

5 yr blog, day 57

What would you like your epitaph to read?
wife and loving mother.